Butterflies

I remember when I was little I used to ask lot of things. (now I'm supposed to be older, but this is not changed about me). One of the thing I asked my best friend's mother was 'what is love? how can you know when you feel it?' I was 10 when I asked that first time, and even now I don't think I know the answer :). She told me ' you will know what love is when your heart will beat faster than usual because of someone. You will know that is there when you will feel butterflies.'... Imagine my face when I heard that at 10 :)

Butterflies... so beautiful, so serene, so high, so careless... Yeap, I think this is the feeling.

A butterfly needs two healthy wings to fly. Sometimes it flies very high, but sometimes it can not fly at all. Sometimes one of the wings get hurt, but having the other one's help it can heal. But this kind of help needs to come at the right time, and not too late. I've seen some butterflies trying to fly with just one wing. But the end is not a happy one. The butterfly doesn't need to fly all the time. It needs time to rest also. But if it stays too long, is not able to fly again... This butterflies... doesn't seem like an easy thing.

I should try to summarize what I'm trying to say. To be honest, I have no idea...

Getting older I have even more questions about this subject. Is there any butterfly that lives forever? Shall we keep healing the wings even if they are keep hurting themselves? Or after the first sore, is better to let the butterfly die, because it will die anyway and the the pain is bigger later? It is so sad to see that sometimes not both of the butterfly's wings go in the same direction... Does it work the price of some dead butterflies till we find the one that flies with us no matter what? The only thing I'm sure about is the fact the butterfly is happy as long as it lives. And the feeling of a happy butterfly doesn't compare with anything.